I got a bone to pick with myself
Ain't got nothing blocking my health
Except what I let get in front of me
It's something I should have said earlier
Shit took a hold of me, lost
I feel like I'm lost
I changed for the better, but you were the cost
I know that I'm falling
I'll hit the floor, let it be
Trust that I love you, your always in memory
I knew that it would be okay
I knew if I stayed
That I would just hate everything
No blood Isn't thicker than pain
Was going insane
I knew you just wanted me safe
I swear that I'm alright
Let me tell you that I'm fine
I'm still growing up with time
But I got a plan to shine
One step forward ten steps back
I never got ahead, always told I'm lacking
But now I got my own ideas
Having no idea
Where I'm going, but I know I'm going straight up to the top
I don't know how I'll get there
But I know it's gonna rock
And I may disappoint you now and a thousand times later
But I hope you know I love you
I'm just asking for this favor
Let me change