Tell me bout those fuck ups And how you plan to show me what to do to help us My niggas gossip like your girls I'm understanding now who I should let into my world Passion only works when it's reciprocated Can't say i love you when I don't, that concept way too jaded Go with the flow and end up somewhere you don't want to be Ain't gotta lie, just tell the truth and what you see in me I've had women come to me And they'll offer time and attention like those are the things I need I'm conflicted with moments I hesitated And suffocating from thinking of now and if I were free Things I couldn't tell my family When everyone has their burdens they're trying to solve alone Worried I don't answer But I'm just wanting to distance from everything on my phone Addiction doesn't shade me And still I'm giving in so if you love me please don't blame me Habits kinda crazy I've been having breakdowns in my mind on the daily What I've accomplished ain't enough to keep my head above the water I'm tired of trying to float Want to get back to the days When an interaction with those that I cherished would bring me hope I guess that's how it goes Moment of weakness, pray they never get a hold Help me when I'm low Never heard but can tell that everyone knows And I'm falling too far Where the hands don't reach no more You can see all of my scars Tell me what you're waiting for I'm not perfect, but I try The image of myself within your mind wants me to lie Trying to fit all the depictions And even those with drive are forced to recognize their limits Never understood acceptance You're welcomed by the masses but yourself cannot accept it You're out of place, then that's respected Cause everyone wants freedom they gave up as an exception It's not hard to be yourself Rather harder to find the ones that can understand how you are When everyone is growing up trying to hide all of their flaws And cut deeper into your scars I'm not faulting anyone When you're only doing what's best that you feel is for your survival Hope the people you look up to aren't breaking the image in your mind If that's your idol On a personal level I feel the same And I truly want those around me to see me like I was them But don't get twisted cause when it comes to this music And putting shit in your mind I can tell you that I am him Yet those moments start to last a little longer than normal I know I'm not in a mental state I agree with How to not give in to vices I'm suffering in my silence while constantly taking hits I guess that's how it goes Moment of weakness, pray they never get a hold Help me when I'm low Never heard but can tell that everyone knows And I'm falling too far Where the hands don't reach no more You can see all of my scars Tell me what you're waiting for