Can't wait til you see all the things I've accomplished And all the other mountains that I've conquered And how I got a new chick every other day That's tryna be the centerpiece of any problems Should our paths cross once again I still see you as a friend But I'm out here for the better I hope you turn on the station and get this letter Fuck you, I'm on my way All of those nights you had me down don't even matter I can't grow if I stay Shit get lonely when success is what you're after What do you want me to say I want more I'll keep on going to find better I've spent too much time watching the sun go down and the moon go up Most days, I feel stuck Got my niggas cancelling their plans to come and check in They'll come sit in silence, I'm so grateful they don't question A mental with its colors mixed around just like a rubix cube Who are you? Cannot recognize who I'm having this conversation with Staring back at me in the mirror looking for guidance Scars along my wrists when the situation is violent Had to get some distance from those darker thoughts That thrived inside my mind when you're around I'm not tryna put you down But I can't struggle now cause this the only chance I get to let it out At one point I'd accepted that it's me and why I'm going down Fuck you, I'm on my way All of those nights you had me down don't even matter I can't grow if I stay Shit get lonely when success is what you're after What do you want me to say I want more I'll keep on going to find better