Bitch
Yeah
I was lost for a little bit but I'm back now
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back yeah
Loyal
Look
Niggas try to play me like a hoe
I stayed down when it got rough
Now I'm out here putting on a show
Remember when nobody showed love
All I ever wanted was to show I'm worth it
Made a few mistakes but ain't nobody perfect
Gave it all I had and so I deserve it, but
Swear there's nothing worse when your friends turn to Benedict
They only here for benefit
So I gotta watch who's in my heart 'cause it's delicate
Swear it feel like they switch on the code for the hell of it
But I don't give a fuck no more like I'm celibate
Shit be getting hard and they treat it like it's easy
Remember when they tried to little bro me like I'm Weezy
It's funny that it all worked out on some P.E.
It be that pretty nigga from the ghetto
Shit, even white hoes love a nigga, Othello
Mr. Go and pull her strings like, a cello or Geppetto
Shit, It's both the same thing
I been tryna maintain
So I'm really out here on some plain jane
Smoking doja to my brain, brain
I try to cope in other ways, but
It always ends up in the same thing
Back in the crib
End up packing a fifth
Then I'm clapping a chick
Then right back to the bricks
Really stuck in my ways
Out here tryna get some plays
Can't do minimum wage, so I be out on the stage
Making money for the mother fucking corporate
But it's better than working corporate
Contradicting huh?
You looking at me like, I thought this nigga different huh?
Fuck it, I guess he really isn't huh?
You shouldn't start with me
I'm back in my ways
I'm right back here in the same damn place
Alright lemme get back to it though
Listen
Lately I been having trouble sleeping
And I'm having trouble keeping
Promises to people that I know I don't believe in
My head I been deep in it
When you show love it's a lose-lose
They gonna get too comfortable and use you
So I only give my time when I choose to
Truthfully I'm not the same nigga I used to be so
You can thank Brianna for fucking me over
Now I'm hardly sober
And my heart is colder
It's only getting worse the more I get older
The more likes them hoes get, the more they get bolder
So I'm done with it, gave my heart now I'm done with it
If you give a bitch the baton she gonna run with it
I been really in my feelings I ain't done sipping
I'm back in my ways
I'm right back here in the same damn place
We done
Alright I'm out of here