I just been I just been I just been so sick and tired of all of these problems That's trapped inside my fucking head You said you love me but you never loved me I'll never forget about the words you said I distance myself from my fans and my main source of friends Because I've been so fucking depressed I'm making this music for me but I give it to you just so you can probably feel the pain I feel so alone I feel so alone All of this stress on my mind makes me somehow believe maybe I put in to the test All of this anxiety with no form of relieve makes it hard to find my own breath There is no point of this life because I serve no purpose just let me lay head to rest But I don't put slits on my wrists, I just swallow sum pills You can wake me when you know I'm dead I feel so alone I feel so alone The rain turns to snow And I'm on my own That's when I can go Just leave me alone