I just wanna hide inside my grave And wipe my tears up off my face My mind's too tortured can't be tamed And I hate myself Reflection make me wanna kill myself Yeah I stayed for the pain The same shit I thought would make me sane And I can't help but feel this way When I feel myself slippin' down the drain And I can't express the way I feel When I think about what makes us real Yeah the peace it don't help me Drink it don't help me Love it don't help me I can't heal Yeah I think that I'm drowning I'm surrounded By the waves tryna pull me away Yes I've been down here before Had my heart on the floor I don't think I'm in control anymore And so I roll in my grave Cry that nothing's the same I've got losses and I'm all there's to blame Yes I've been down here before Had my heart on the floor I don't think I'm in control anymore And so I roll in my grave Cry that nothing's the same I've got losses and I'm all there's to blame