I'm a tree And a gardener I cut my branches Before they grow Guilt waters me And dries my leafs I've been holding on For so long And I don't wanna feel like I do I don't wanna feel like I do Yeah, I don't wanna feel like I do Anymore I have walked A long, long road And I've wasted my potential Even though I tried so hard My mind used to be locked When it was essential And I don't wanna feel like I do I don't wanna feel like I do Yeah, I don't wanna feel like I do Anymore Lonely river Where our hearts belong Clean my head And the problems will go Maybe I need to accept that past I did what I could at my time Lonely river, Where our hearts belong Clean my head And the problems will go That girl, that label, that band I did what I could at my time And I don't wanna feel like I do I don't wanna feel like I do Yeah, I don't wanna feel like I do Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore