Why's it always me (That's just my luck)
Thought y'all were the team (Don't give a fuck)
Loved y'all selflessly (Betrayed my trust)
Why's it always me (I'm going un...)
I hear it when you whisper
When'd you get so bitter
Made a date with death but I missed her
Broke my walls just like a twister
And so I twist her
Meditate with Mary J
One blunt is never enough to take the pain away
One day you were on my side
The next you said I won't right
For choices I made in my time
Just like you it passed me by
So quick without me feelin' it
Words shouldn't hurt but you're different
Killed my heart and my spirit
Tears fall to the page as I scribble this
The bright light that you told me was my future
It was all just a lie to see my good side
In your eyes all I see is a loser
All the stress kept inside and in the night time
I might die cause there's no one in sight
Am I selfish to feel helpless when I feel a knife
Stabbing in my back and I still tried
To have you back in my life
But I'm stuck in my mind like
Why's it always me (That's just my luck)
Thought y'all were the team (Don't give a fuck)
Loved y'all selflessly (Betrayed my trust)
Why's it always me (I'm going un...)
Gave you my all and you turn away
Told me that I'll always be your whole everything
Killing myself on the day to day
I'm tryna break away
I'm fucking sick of the face you make
Damn you so fake
Escaped from my life with no trace
But I gotta chase
Success on my wave
If there is a way
That I become who I've running from they'll carve that date on my grave