Found life in decay
Jack Torrance in the maze
Cold, froze, stuck in place
Soul cursed since the day
I crawled out of this earth
Blood and dirt on my shirt
Never lived, had to learn
I was birthed in a hearse
Found life in decay
Jack Torrance in the maze
Cold, froze, stuck in place
Soul cursed since the day
I crawled out of this earth
Blood and dirt on my shirt
Never lived, had to learn
I was birthed in a hearse
Felled remains remain within my wake
From what I create to make it through the day
If you take away the pain, I ain't the same
But this plague betray my mind, eating away
Faced with my sorrows, Jason, Crystal Lake
Found purpose building up the House of Rage
Still falling fast as ink dries on the page
Still trapped inside this fucking wretched cage
Mental illness took the key, threw it away
Aye, aye
Still searching for it, siftin' through the waste
Aye, aye
Spiral, Uzumaki inside my brain
Aye, aye
Seems the darkness always had its hold on me
Aye, aye
Found solace in it, light ain't make its way
Blood in the snow, get washed away by rain
I can't ever fold, my back sore from the blades
Pull each one out, cut my demons down
Still no peace ever found, no harm, no foul
Still won't tap out, decompose with the crown
Found life in decay
Jack Torrance in the maze
Cold, froze, stuck in place
Soul cursed since the day
I crawled out of this earth
Blood and dirt on my shirt
Never lived, had to learn
I was birthed in a hearse
Never felt like I belong
My own mind is fucking gone
From decay
Think my time has come, okay
Cut my shit up with a blade
Suicide, my final day
Took too many drugs
I almost dug up my own fucking grave
Lay me six feet deep
Maybe then I will feel safe
You really think you wanna die
Just try and live inside my mind
The mind that was so fucking blind
To all the pain and suffering
Surrounded by nothing but sin
You know that I keep all the demons within
They're held within
But I'm so alone
Why do I hate myself
Well, what the fuck am I to do
Yeah, I just need some help
I said man, what the fuck am I to do
I need some help
You know, I guess I'll decay
Yeah, away
Yeah, away
I will decay everyday
My life will fucking fade away
I will become a memory
One you forget so you feel sane
But in the end, you're not okay
I know you're not okay
Found life in decay
Jack Torrance in the maze
Cold, froze, stuck in place
Soul cursed since the day
I crawled out of this earth
Blood and dirt on my shirt
Never lived, had to learn
I was birthed in a hearse