I can't wake up
Smiling because I'm stressed out
Tilted my head down
Feel like everything is fake now
Tell my why
You took my life
I almost died
When you said goodbye
Now I'm falling into darkness
I'm sorry momma, I'm controlled by my heartache
I can't wake up
Smiling because I'm stressed out
Tilted my head down
Feel like everything is fake now
Can't get up outta bed
Feeling way too fucked in the head
Oh, how my demons infest my mind
With stress and thoughts of suicide
Looking in the mirror, ask who am I
Found the light, severed the ties
At best, the bulb will flicker
My reflection, it divides and I
See myself in scattered fragments
Left with cuts, piecing it all back together
Can't stay composed, just a carcass full of maggots
Decayin and wasting away
Drain my vigor tryna see the bigger picture
Mona Lisa appearing disfigured
Angels engulfed in flames soon as they transfigure
Edward Scissorhands when I see the snakes slither
Watching well-wishers all wither away
Made it out the grave but in Hell, my soul remains
Permanent as the scars on my heart, in my brain
The wounds may be healed but the blood never fades
Made a deal with the Devil, I sealed my fate
If my soul ever were to levitate
Out of the inferno that it's encased
I would let it elevate just to burn the Pearly Gates
Opposite of a saint
Rather suffer on everyday
Than live life with a false sense of happiness
So I stay waging war with my mind, I'm battling
The darkness that resides within
Wolf in sheep's clothing, no
Dark void that exists in human skin
Nothin but a mere meat puppet
But I cut the strings
Most of y'all ain't free till the day you kick the bucket
Not me, I said fuck it
Beheaded the puppeteer
Then it became clear
Regained control, choosin which way I steer
But sometimes the terrain cause me to veer
When I'm fixated on what lies behind in the rear view mirror