I had a dream, woke up bruised, head to toe.
Why so paranoid, never had the chance to grow.
Weekly physical appointments, I'm left with nothing but disappointments.
Clinical depression and other disorders, I wish I were in order, these frightening feelings I'm a living nightmare!!
There's no place for me here, there's no fresh air to breath, it's like I never wanted this to be.
I wish today was my last, in this world I fear, cause I feel I'm losing this battle to live.
My irrational fear, has gotten the best of me, I wish I wasn't trapped, but instead be free.
I'm starting to wonder if it's a dream or is this reality!
Then suddenly it hits me when I rise from the nightmare.
I look down at my skin and I think to myself I should check into the loony bin!
These frightening feelings I'm a living nightmare!
There's no place for me here, there's no fresh air to breath, it's like I never wanted this to be.
I wish today was my last, in this world I fear, cause I feel I'm losing this battle to live.
Locked inside a mental hospital, white dresses angels on the floor, in my cage!
There's no place for me here, there's no fresh air to breath, it's like I never wanted this to be.
I wish today was my last, in this world I fear, cause I feel I'm losing this battle to live!!