It consumes our entire being Leaving little room for the frivolity of friends and family It's graying the hair that I haven't pulled from my head yet I once was you chasing an imaginary soul Punched deep within your chest You feel this both revered and despised This isn't rebellion though it's human nature We are fucked into our mothers and born this way I know I was born this way And I know you're just living a lie High class now but you're just dust when you die I will speak every last word silence used to take From admission to discharge You hold until every last thread of sanity snaps