Crippling disease with no release Fading faster and faster Everything feels like past tense it's relentless Mental decline like a landslide The sun sets and your mind fades Synapse collapse no impulse pass you're never going back What's gone is gone I know I'm too young How do I prolong How long will this trail on How long until I forget to breathe What's gone is gone Falling faster with no resistance Accumulating parts of me Taking them down and washing them away I feel like I'm wasting time Losing my mind I never want to forget My last form of regret is that it ends in silence I can't remember your face so state your name I'm blinded by the haze With no one no light no one to guide me A path of ashes leads me to the truth I've always feared I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of losing my mind I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of running out of time I'm afraid of losing my mind Mental decline like a landslide What's gone is gone What's gone is gone I know I'm too young How do I prolong How long will this trail on How long until I forget to breathe System of impulses Failure rate is growing The sun sets and your mind fades No light No path to guide Nothing left behind behind my swollen eyes I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of mental decline like a landslide I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of losing my mind