TOO DRUNK TO CONSENT I was too drunk to consent Andyoufuckedmeanyways Mouth sewn shut Mumbled that I fucked up But now it's a joke more than it ever was a crutch I wanted revenge for being made a cuck Why can't I speak up? Instead I self-destruct Incoherent and shaking Praying... Don't touch me GOD NO NEVER AGAIN Spilling words like drinks I can't handle the weight I feel the twist - the cuts on my feet Bleeding out everyone sees I'll be whatever they need THE AGONY AND SHAME WHATEVER MAMA NEEDS Fucked 'til I bleed Or cum What's the difference? They're tethered to the mindset of a DEAD MAN And everbody else is numb to the question "Am I too fucked in the head, to forgive - forget?" Didn't want it Didn't need it And it leaves me repeating Didn't want it but maybe I deserved it... DEATH Forever consumed In blacked-out memories Woke to see me in the mouth of the enemy Swallowing all of my worth D I R T A tattered empty canvas D I R T Now a slave to a sexual vice I didn't get to choose I NEVER HAD A FUCKING CHOICE Bottle in a cradle Child in a grave I killed the son in your name I still take the blame I always take the blame And it leaves me repeating That I'm disgusting; wrong But The fuck you 'gonna tell your parents When they find out you killed me? 23 I couldn't forgive you