(I'm not crazy I'm in control)
(I'm not crazy I'm in control)
(I'm not crazy I'm in control)
Stop staring at me
I plead the 5th, I claim insanity
My minds been ripped from the core
And I can't fucking take it anymore
Please let me be
Just let me burn
Just let me fucking burn
Maybe then I'll learn
Just keep my mouth shut
And stop being everyone else's concern
This is how it's suppose to be
My claim to fame is my insanity
I have no care for life
I have no care for myself
I can feel hell staring at me
And I keep staring back in agony
What has this gotten for me
I live life in the same old misery
Fuck
So here I lay
Crushed by the weight of the world again
The pressure finally caved me in
Paranoia settled in
False hope never came
No one else to blame
Sometimes your best is not enough
You're fucked punk
Tearing my self apart
I've been waiting for the end since the fucking start
Every intrusive thought
Leaves me alone in the dark
Don't put a knife in my back
Just go for the heart
Don't put a knife in my back
Put it in my heart
Show me the way
I've been searching
Yet another day
Demons surfacing
I can't control
Where my mind goes
Praying for the day I keep my eyes closed