I won't stop until I'm bleeding Look what you turn me into Face down in a dirty bathroom I won't see the sun Dopamine fiend, son Here we go again into the same fucking prison! Again, I let you win, soul eating bastard Creep back in when the back is turned Filling my mouth with a thousand words Nothing to say I got nothing to learn Nothing but wasted days I'm stuck with losing my mind I can't control you so I'd rather sink this knife deep inside And fucking gut you Dirty, filthy bitch A thousand sniffs and you still smell like shit Straight back Into this hole again You suck me lifeless Selfish scumbag I wish you nothing but pain Shit stained slut dressed in white Get the fuck out my life Don't you crawl back I want you Dead inside just like my mind when you leave me Lonely death nothing left, nothing left Can't even look in the mirror without hating the sight Way back before I knew you everything was alright Now look at me And these pills that I eat And this life that I have So disappointing I'm never coming back And I'm reaching for the exit bag! I, reject myself I've fallen for the joke again Look at me, pathetic mess Misery!