Bruises swell beneath the skin to visualize the pain within
Unprovoked, my body tends to carry them like surrogates
My guilty conscience lies beneath the dirt it's buried in
Abandoned with the thought that I was ever something more than this
People looking at me like their stressing
Scared like they don't wanna test me
Pretend like I don't see 'em, keep 'em guessing
But my instability is getting reckless
My world is covered in a deep shade of violet
Everything's tied to an image of violence
Scrawled on the walls of my psyche's asylum
Is "I don't need help. I know just where my mind is"
I know just where my mind is
I'm cold blooded
Yeah, I'm numb from head to toe
I'm cold blooded
And I want the world to know
I'm cold blooded
Yeah, I'm numb from head to toe
I'm cold blooded
I'll sell the show 'til curtains close
I'm cold blooded like nothing is pumping in my veins
I'm told something is busted and buggy in my brain
Cut it open, let's see what's broken
If you noticed, there's no emotion
It's frozen over from low exposure
Solely focused on loading slower
Deleting my sympathy for the efficiency
Instantly different when there's a deficiency
Visually, visibly, viscerally, vividly
Everything's brilliant when I only live for me
Won't stop to pick up your slack
Get got, you just hold me back
You thought I would fall for that
But I caught you plotting your attack
I'm all I have
Scribbles on the pages tell tales of a struggle
Got me looking at the cross like:
"Father, can't you hear me?
Been praying and they say that you would save anyone, right?"
I'm done being locked up in a room counting
How many seconds I got my mind to myself
I'm making cracks in the shell
Rearranging all my cells
I don't need your help
I'm trimming the fat
Yeah, I'm taking only what I please
You ain't part of the process
No extra baggage I don't need
Better check your disposition
Acting like you got the vision
'Cause you think you making plays when they really just omissions