How long have I lasted without you I thought I was better off Your tangibility, it lead me to believe In more than a dream or luxury In bliss that is free of ease But I miss you out of sight I'm open to that infinite invite I felt your presence come after me Even at times I was afraid to be seen So shallow I have yet to become This year I'll abide my tongue But discipline begins In finding where I've been From the beginning I swore to turnabout Your sadness and make sure You wouldn't depart I've got the whole world inside of my head I'm sure I listened when you called me But as long as I existed my love never was complete This inevitable distance Never really mattered Shrug it off your shoulders Wondering why I even cared About it all