I keep telling myself It's a matter of time That i will see your face When i have opened my eyes And i still long to feel something more than what i do who i am And the ones that i adore God almighty I feel their eyes Stare at every step i take Friend of mine Stop telling me lies about my life My past has shaped me this way It's not my blood To fear your face But will you carry the weight Will i return to you When i'm down on my knees When i've found my peace You're telling me You don't have to worry I'm sorry