I wanna know what you told me in the parking lot I didn't really catch it when you said it the first time You know it's really hard for me to speak my mind But believe me when I tell you that you're always on it And It seems like They're only having fun when it's on ecstasy And I can only spiral when I'm stoned You're only having fun when it's not next to me It makes me wanna die when I'm alone It's been a while You wanna read my mind but my thoughts are all askew I've not been doing well but hey, I've still got you Try to think, make the best of the situation, enjoy it while it lasts Thank the constellations Think of all the times you were alone Make a change, do something for yourself for once And breathe a little deeper than your chest can muster Accept the fact you're feeling how you do Oh my god Oh my god Oh my god Isn't it strange how we got here?