We spent a long time talking on the phone last night and it's a drag That you feel bad about the things you said to hurt me I know it's been a long time coming so I thought I'd just start running now And I hope that we can make up or something So tell me whose to blame I know it's me but I don't want you to tell me the same So stay inside your head And I'll put up my walls instead and think of things to say The next time someone asks me to explain why I've been acting like a Fuck up, good luck There's no use just giving up On you but say please Even though it's not the first time You left me waiting Thinking I still want you to be my friend Pretend, you'll see I told you we'd always be friends but that's a lie It hasn't aged that well but hey, neither have I So tell me how'd you handle holding all that spite I'm gonna hate remembering all of our good times And it's a shame I know you hate yourself and I hope that it starts to change Your reflection is screaming and you can't even hear So don't come asking me to fix your problems When you never listen 'cause it's All gone to waste Washed it all down the drain Spit shine, clean slate And I hope you find what you're looking for It's not here, don't fear I hope that's all crystal clear You'll see You'll see I've been saying I hate to leave you waiting But looks like you're on your own You're on your own You're on your own