I broke apart, you left me dark With no regard of how I'm feelin' I count to three, you're dead to me How can't you see, I won't be bleedin' I've run out of reasons 'cause you would only need us When you craved love, so physical Every word is evil and I cannot believe that I just couldn't see, you were so cynical There's a cost to be breaking a promise And the price was mine to pay Although you're the one being dishonest I'm losin' ground, you're all around I've tried everything to ease my brain Forget about your eyes, lost in the crowd Looking for someone to numb the pain Don't wanna need you Run through my veins like the remains of a mistake But it just won't let me live without it Can't erase so, I'm looking for someone to numb the pain Don't wanna need you A lullaby, all through the night But I can't seem to ever fall asleep I lie awake, the thousand thoughts Like I've been tryna solve a mystery You haunt me like a demon and I don't wanna need us But now you're craving love, so physical You changed with every season and I cannot believe that You were so cynical There's a cost to be breaking a promise And the price was mine to pay Although you're the one being dishonest, what a waste I'm losin' ground, you're all around I've tried everything to ease my brain Forget about your eyes, lost in the crowd Looking for someone to numb the pain Don't wanna need you Run through my veins like the remains of a mistake But it just won't let me live without it Can't erase so I'm looking for someone to numb the pain Don't wanna need you