I remember when you took my hands, Eyes looking straight into my soul. You asked if everything was okay, I said "Mom, I don't feel so well and i don't know what to do". You said "Listen son, Promise me you won't do anything Stupid. No one loves you more than i do." So we promised to never leave Eachother, through the hard and harder times. Mother, I am so sorry I couldn't save you from yourself. Mother, I am so sorry. Empty hearts and broken promises. I can't trust the one I love, they always end up betraying me. There's so many things that i can't get out of my head, I tryed so hard to let go but it left a scar on my heart. I prayed so hard for you to never wake up. Mother of Misery, what have you done? I should have known. Laying in bed, looking half dead, With charcoal pouring out of your mouth. You woke up, looked at me. No words needed, you saw the fire in my eyes. I know you heard it too, The shatter of our bound breaking against the ground. What have you done Mother of Misery? I'd rather be alone than be left alone. I wonder if it's something wrong with Me, that pushes everyone to abandon me? I was too young, too naïve to see, There was something wrong i should have known . Mother of Misery, I'm so sorry. Sorry that i'll never forget. Sorry that i'll never forgive you.