Martial be the reason I stay drinking to 11
22 up in his skull
No I don't believe in heaven
Mathew used to sell me big fat sacks of Dexedrine
Overdosed and now I'll never get to see that man again
Josh and I used to make chiptune metal music
Found his girlfriend hanging from a tree
And I watched him loose it
Thought he'd be fine
Little damage but he'd get through it
Eight years later
Dead in a truck his own doing
Life is all we got
Tragedy in the joy
Hate to say it but you know they apart of the story
Don't give a fuck about glory
It's all about allegory
No light without the darkness
Contrast keeps us from purgatory
Do my best to not ponder questions that do not matter
I promise I'll never be the one to make my brain splatter
Am I a useless piece of shit, trapper, hacker or a rapper
I am none and all of the above
I'm just another chapter
I'm just another chapter
Promise I'll never be the one to make my brain splatter
I'm just another chapter
Promise I'll never be the one to make my brain splatter
Sometimes I forget that I grew without my own mother
All I have are stories told by my father and my brother
I look just like her
Sometimes I think 'bout the pistol striker
I digress for years the thoughts be lurking like a spider
So many people close to me talk 'bout suicide
Haven't even started to remember everyone that's died
Hypnotised
Thoughts of death they romanticise
Hotline will not help them realise that theres no paradise
You must utilise the pain, joy and sacrifice
Every little moment good or bad
Perfect aren't defined
This abstraction I rely
Leaving thoughts of death behind
Might as well be alive
Until I am neutralised
So open your eyes
It's another crazy fucking day
Don't matter what you good at
It don't matter what you pay
Are you afraid
Don't let it fade
Soak it all in
Every little feeling is apart of your blueprint
Martial be the reason I stay drinking to 11
22 up in his skull
No I don't believe in heaven
Mathew used to sell me big fat sacks of Dexedrine
Overdosed and now I'll never get to see that man again
Josh and I used to make chiptune metal music
Found his girlfriend hanging from a tree
And I watched him loose it
Thought he'd be fine
Little damage but he'd get through it
Eight years later
Dead in a truck his own doing
Life is all we got
Tragedy in the joy
Hate to say it but you know they apart of the story
Don't give a fuck about glory
It's all about allegory
No light without the darkness
Contrast keeps us from purgatory