It's been so long since I saw you last
But it was hard to remember all the things
But that's between us
And how I thought that if I didn't give enough
Then I wouldn't give a fuck about you
And I still see you from time to time
But it's tilted and awkward and it's hard to see past
My own fears and how I'm feeling unsteady
Unsteady about this
I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [2x]
We keep falling back into our patterns
Chasing apparitions and ghosts in the hall
Over and over I remember what you said
And how it ended up you didn't care about me at all
I try to untangle my mind from the bed sheet
Try to ignore the memories of sweat and heavy breathing
Oh how I loved you then
Oh how my heart beats for you every night
I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [2x]
When you put a cap over me
I can't breathe it's safe
Combust into pieces
Let's say it's easier for us to creep away then say
But then I need you around
And it's tough when I can't get enough
I can't breathe
I crave you night and day
Every time I pull my hair out,
Every time I shout your name
Where is this getting me?
I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [6x]