Do you remember the rain?
'Cause I could remember it hitting the window for days
The frame when I was up in that innocent age
And changed to the person I live as today
Man that time moves so quickly
Always seem like it's really really against me, but I'll live
Had my back against that wall
That's when I had to give it my all
Back when everyone was on deaf ears and I had no one I could call
Now I'm deaf too, nowadays I'm not hearing them when they talk
Only hearing aid that I got is all of my loyalty I cannot let dissolve
I cannot be like that
Maybe I'm too real, look inside of my mindset
Maybe I've been wrong, maybe I've been living this the wrong way
But it feels right, honestly, man, that's all that I can say
Climbing the highest of mountains not breaking a sweat
While painting the greatest of paintings not making a mess, making 'em guess
'Cause they don't know, they don't know what my next move'll be
And the crystals that I'm holding gonna gleam, 'cause I wanna go
I wanna go higher
But they be trynna shoot me down below
But I can't let their bullets hit me, no no
Take all of the darkness
Turn it into crystals
Finally get the light that I've been searching so long, so long
Not letting it slide not letting it slide no no
Stress on my mind stress on my mind yeah yeah
Deal with it in time deal with it in time yeah
I'm feeling alive feeling alive yeah
Been threw the mud and the dirt I done felt love and the hurt
My pain I could plug in a verse, Caught in a storm I'ma ride ima surf
Marked with a curse, Had to carry from my birth
Weight been so heavy could carry the earth Doing it big for I'm buried in dirt
Snakes wanna sneak me I'm very alert
Yeah Man I had to learn how to let go So many friendships in my death note
They send shots like death stroke, That hate shit is they m o
Can't even trust my kinfolk So it's zero live no X O, They done cross my threshold
I'm in control of my fate But wait The hate Get harder to break
Niggas is falling from grace And all of you fake I'm keeping it real It's hard to relate
Yeah Perfection is something I never could claim word Aye treaz
I swear I could remember the rain
I wanna go higher
But they be trynna shoot me down below
But I can't let their bullets hit me, no no
Take all of the darkness
Turn it into crystals
Finally get the light that I've been searching so long, so long