I wanna bring you down The place where I belong right now I'm wishing it's still there Oh there is nothing to regret But there is something you should know Against my will I'm proud This is true Hope not to lose my faith And now I'm up I know it's tought Cuz I've been waiting to come back for them There's no way back I'm blowing off my friends Now that I'm up I know it's hard Cuz I've been waiting for the rest of them To hold me back, it's time to pray It's the lust my eyes can take Cause there is no one that I want to help But myself That's why I take my lies, my faults and say Are these the only moments To leave in silence In my beliefs I'm missing help They feel the same And now I'm up I know it's tought Cuz I've been waiting to come back for them There's no way back I'm blowing off my friends Now that I'm up I know it's hard And I can't wait getting the blame for this You know it's hard, part of the plan And now I'm up Waiting to come back for them Waiting to come back And now I'm up And now I'm up I know it's tought Cuz I've been waiting to come back for them There's no way back I'm blowing off my friends And now I'm up You know I'm so blinded And nobody really cares There's no way back I'm blowing off my friends