They treat me like they don't love me and wonder why
I'm screaming fuck the world
They fucked me over way too many times
I don't even wanna love a girl
I done dropped tears inside the rain
You died wouldn't even cry no more I ran all out the pain
No lie my life don't feel the same
I don't give a fuck about a thing
If I go out ima go out like I'm Tana with a bang
Lord knows ima bang whoa
I been up for some days I drown myself in Adderall
Hate to talk about my problems
I rather rap than answer calls
I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
If I could I throw this shit away right right now
I don't need no help I got myself ion trust a fucking soul
Ain't have nobody in them long nights when I slept in that cold
Wish I could give my life away cause I don't want it no more
Ion got no help I'm on my own on this long dark road
Everything I'm going through I'm going through this shit myself
And I'm taking all these drugs for pain
I don't give a fuck bout health
Never not a day go by that I don't think bout death
All the bros gone anyway I'm probably be better there
Starting to hate my lifestyle I just want money not fame
Wish I could trade all my brothers for these diamonds and chains
I wake up covered in tears I been drowning in pain
I done dropped tears inside the rain
You died wouldn't even cry no more I ran all out of pain
No lie my life don't feel the same
I don't give a fuck about a thing
If I go out ima go out like I'm Tana with a bang
Lord knows ima bang whoa
I been up for some days I drown myself in Adderall
Hate to talk about my problems I rather rap than answer calls
I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
If I could I throw this shit away right right now
I'm a lost boy ion know which way to go
Sometimes I sit and talk to god like
Please give me hope I might drown in my tears
Lord please give me a float
My brother died cuz he ain't have his so I gotta keep a pole
I hate my enemies ima kill them pussy boys so I cant keep em close
See death all in my dreams pop Adderall so it can keep me woke
Real cold n---a like I'm anemic keep my iron low
Magician wit this stick I catch a opp and leave his mind blown
I fucked my money up so many times trying to get it right
Mama said son make it home I'm trying hard every night
I wanna give up everyday I fought a hard fight
I feel like ending ain't no shit but this a hard life
I done dropped tears inside the rain
You died wouldn't even cry no more I ran all out of pain
No lie my life don't feel the same
I don't give a fuck about a thing
If I go out ima go out like I'm Tana with a bang
Lord knows ima bang whoa
I been up for some days I drown myself in Adderall
Hate to talk about my problems I rather rap than answer calls
I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
If I could I throw this shit away right right now