Yeah, you thought it'd be nothing short of ecstasy
Yeah, you thought it'd be the end of your misery
Picture perfect, now it's worthless, lying face down in the ground
Hope was lost and never found
Now you're making your rounds
These old wounds cut right through the skin (through the skin)
Number one in your life, but in mine you'll never win
Now I'm ripping this flesh from bone
While you're ripping this heart from home
Yeah, I'm ripping this flesh from bone
While you're ripping this heart from home
So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
(Oh, I can't be free)
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Manipulated for your own enjoyment
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
And I did
I deserve the shit life throws my fucking way
And I did
I deserve every ounce of this fucking pain
Chew me up and spit me out, let them me what's left
No remains, I'm just the same, always second best
A bad taste, in your way, a stain on this place
I'm just a fucking problem that won't ever go away
I'm a failure in my father's eyes
Scratched them out and fucking left him blind
I'm a failure in my father's eyes
But he's the one who left his family behind
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So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
I lost everything 'cause I wasn't worth it
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
I'm a failure in my father's fucking eyes
I'm a failure, but you left us
You left us