Time flies by, day to day I start to question decisions made I see old friends don't understand What lies ahead already planned Apprehensive insecurity Torn between two realities Stuck in a rut 9 to 5 Scared to death if I'll survive Can I continue to chase my dreams Or will it catch up to me Problems I don't want to face To disappear without a trace Is there a way for us to see What lies ahead, where we will be Is there a way for us to know Do we have a choice, do we have control Feel the heat it's on back Concerned of what it is I lack Pressure mounts it's at my heels Sometimes I think this can't be real Will I let this drag me down Am I the only one around Unable to figure for myself Which cards to keep from which I'm dealt Do I stay or should I fold This game we play is getting old There comes a time for letting go Of all the truths you think you know I want to do what's right for me But sometimes it's so hard to see Which path to take, which bond to break I can't forget my own mistakes I won't accept mediocrity I can't go on unless I'm truly being me And if that means, you don't approve Too fucking bad my mind is set and I won't move