Used to have long talks on those late nights for those hard days
Now it's just back and forth and the see you round maybe one day
All of our arguments and our fights happen in the broad day
I don't wanna let you go but you let me down in the worst way
They say man it's cool you just gotta let him go
But they don't understand that's the only dad I know
I tried to hold you back when you were walking out the door
And I know that we been fighting lately shit's been crazy though
You say I don't understand cause I'm only 23
But you're the one that raised the man coming out of me
I gotta hold on with a little strength left
And I gotta keep going even though I'm out of breath
I don't pray to God lately cause I'm hurt
I gotta let it go cause only he can do the work
I know you feel alone but you gotta see the hurt
A lot of things will grow when they're down in the dirt
I'ma just hang on for the long haul cause I'm the man now
Wherever you go I pray that you turn back before you break down, yeah
I'm going crazy missing you lately
Is this the life I've been praying for
My heart is breaking from all this waiting
Why can't you stay maybe one day more
Looking in the mirror like why do they leave me
Why is it so easy, yeah
17 years, I feel so weak, yeah
On my knees like Jesus please, yeah
Grew up without my dad
I wish I had, I'm sad
18 now and time be going fast
Like why he can't be a man
And talk to me like face to face because I never got a chance
And the more I give my love to people they just end up leaving
What's the reason
A lot of people in the past they said they're here forever
But they end up leaving me hanging I feel so speechless
I'm going crazy missing you lately
Is this the life I've been praying for
My heart is breaking from all this waiting
Why can't you stay maybe one day more
But if you walk away then just stay away
There's no use in hiding
Who can live while they're dying
But if you turn back now
If your knees touch the ground
We could be flying
Just wanna see that you're trying
Cause I'm going crazy missing you lately
Is this the life I've been praying for
My heart is breaking from all this waiting
Why can't you stay maybe one day more
I'm going crazy
Is this the life I've been praying for
I'm going crazy
Why can't you stay maybe one day more
Bro man I'm so sorry I couldn't respond bro
I've been extremely busy man but bro
God does not get your name out of my heart bro
Every time I pray always adriansings, adriansings
Adrian, Adrian, pray for Adrian, bro
And God give me a word
For some reason I keep hearing God say
Don't despise don't hate, you feel me
It's all part of what God's process is
If you know what I mean
Cause like I always tell everybody God works in very mysterious ways bro
I had a whole bunch of hate and resentment
And you can't have that bro that'll screw everything up
Adrian, it's all love
And even though it's so hard to forget something like that
We serve God that's forgiving bro