My head up in a dream My man pounding that lean Wishing he'd spend some of that money on me Wishing that he'd keep us clean I told him don't care how you do it As long as we get through it I love your soul I love your soul Don't want to let you go And I tell myself to stay clean He's my drug, he's my lean Thought you could change me baby but you didn't I told you who I was you didn't listen I've been fighting this battle this war is not a scrimmage This pain is a fire that could burn down a village Don't try to act like you're perfect your problems can't admit it This pain is torture for me you know it's a life sentence I can't control my body can't control my five senses And I got no direction no incentive so depressing We're not working out I let you go I got my demons battle them alone Yea I'm a fiend, but you been feening too You needed me, but I don't need you And I tell myself to keep dreaming He's my drug And I'm leaning I'm the mount You're the gun When you're high You're no fun You've tied me tight We're a team I say fight Keep us clean Can you keep us clean? Keep us clean My head's out of a dream My man's still pounding that