Every time I try and cleanse my regrets I end up going further off the deep Just when I thought things were looking up My hope is buried in the fucking ground Breathe in dirt I drown This won't ever go away Things will never be the same You keep on talking about change But I'm stuck in this residual mind frame You can't go back to something that's gone You can't take away the things you did wrong Lessons I have learned in the hardest of ways Nothing will bring back our happier days Every time I try and cleanse my regrets I end up going further off the deep Just when I thought things were looking up My hope is buried in the fucking ground Breathe in dirt I drown This won't ever go away Things will never be the same You keep on talking about change But I'm stuck in this residual mind frame All-consuming thoughts Shadowing my brain I am stagnant in this loss Negative blood runs in my veins All-consuming guilt Encompassing my shame Stagnant in this grief No one else but me to blame Every time I try and cleanse my regrets I end up going further off the deep Just when I thought things were looking up My hope is buried in the fucking ground