Melancholy soaked skin To suffocate my memories Oxidizing chilled pores Drown in what could have beens I swear it seems I always do wrong So I spit these vile words into song Bitter taste of the world in my mouth Swallowing mistakes I can no longer shout I think I am addicted to the pain The chemical rush when these thoughts hit my brain I've tried to find comfort I've tried to find peace I've found that a cleanse of regrets has done nothing for me I'd start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit I'd start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit Melancholy soaked skin To suffocate my memories Oxidizing chilled pores Drown in what could have beens I swear it seems I always do wrong So I spit these vile words into song I'd start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit I'd start again if it would rid me of all my sins I get the spins and the thought of it is dizzying Take you from riches and bring you to ruins Never my intent just more a bad habit