I am not feeling well at all I am stuck inside this hole You should just bury me Let me drown beneath the dirt Wallowing inside my hurt This is the worst I've felt in years Don't follow me down this path my dear Because we'll both disappear I will hold you in my heart Keep you with me wherever I go As long as I have our memories I know I am not alone I am overwhelmed By my mind in decay Cannot escape in sleep Conscious by my fear to stay Why do you still remain When I left you long ago The ghosts in my head echo of your silhouette They whisper in my ear Show me things that went away Left me a ghost emotionally Your shadow overhangs No counterpart Alone in life Self sabotage I am the knife Stay awake with tired eyes And push away the sleep Reminded of past failures Try tell myself I'm not weak Although we talked for hours I still can barely speak Why do you still remain When I left you long ago The ghosts in my head echo of your silhouette They whisper in my ear Show me things that went away Left me a ghost emotionally Your shadow overhangs I have this intense melancholy lingering in my chest Playing sentimental memories is what I do best I can't take back what I've done I was always your number one Can no longer make it past this loss Left alone in my mind to rot