These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough Disgusting, spineless, abusive, toxic nothing but a hypocrite Filthy urges and scumbag tendencies Hurting other people not to gain or displease Only think about myself Shouldn't have folded the hand I was dealt Regret people I got close with, girls that I slept with Decisions were my mistakes and it makes me fucking nauseous Cut ties with old friends, cauterising loose ends Feeling the relief of this post dead weight cleanse For too long I've let guilt consume me Time to end this overwhelming feeling Won't be defined by idiosyncrasy Here's my final chance to be revealing These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough I am tainted, my fate has been cemented in the pavement I look down and see my lifeless body on the ground Weighing up my options, overriding the precautions Consequences out the window, relieve this sense of vertigo Pick at the skin between my nails Hope to god my body fails These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough These hands have felt too much, my mouth has said enough My strength was just an illusion I am nothing but a normal human My strength was just an illusion I am nothing but a normal human