I'm so sick of blaming myself So for the first time I'm blaming someone else I'm so sick of blaming myself So for the first time I'm blaming someone else You ruined me Took from me And crippled my mental stability We play these games We play these games No poker faces, just charades I'm done being fair Don't talk to me, I will not care I'll open these doors for all eyes to see Just how fucking vile you can be I'm done with it This is fucking over The blackmail and bullshit Emotional contortion Abusive; let's end this I see through your lies Despise your petty manipulative cries I see through your lies Despot, control freak Desperate and lonely The snake has shed it's skin Venomous, vertebrate, cold blooded within I'm cutting you out, please leave me behind How could I be so blind? I won't take these hits, friendship doesn't work like this I won't take these hits, friendship doesn't work like this I won't take this Not like this You ruined me Took from me Friendship doesn't work like this