Drenched in pain As the rain pours from my scars again I'm bottoming out again I don't want to feel another second of this No one else hears these thoughts I have at night No one else hears the voice inside my head How fucked in the head does someone like me have to be To rid myself of this misery That I've come to know and love? No human being should feel what I feel Hear what I've heard, or see what I've seen Everything's a construct of my diseased mind I am alone inside my head Trapped and left to die inside my head So let my body be a godless church Ancient and crumbling, cursed and haunted This hollow auditorium of my chest is a cathedral of scar tissue Oh well, this world then the next one Oh well, this world then the next one I can't wait for death to bring me life again I can't wait for death to bring me life again The purpose of human life is to suffer until you die So may death come on swift wings When demons lay dormant, death takes human form