(Huh, huh) Lean, Lean (Huh, huh) Lean, Lean (Huh, huh) Lean, Lean When my eyes open in the morning I just stay there lyin', wonderin' Why I've been chosen to live the life that I'm livin' Sometimes I think it ain't worth it I just really wanna dive into darknesses again And disappear again Left or right? Everyway is blurry Up and down, ouh I'm bout to vomit I don't mind it If I lose my mind tonight and Wrong or right my thoughts getting louder Who am I? I feel like an impostor But whatever Who cares bout how I feel Nothing ever goes as planned You gotta keep your head up Do it all over again Nothing ever goes as planned Nothing ever goes as planned Nothing ever goes as planned Gotta start over, gotta find a new way Nothing ever goes as, as planned Nothing ever goes as But still I'm grateful I know I deserve everything I have but I am thankful I fought for this shit And when nothing went as planned I rethought the whole shit I bounced back with this shit And I went harder with this shit It's exhausting always havin' to do your best When you just can't afford to mess up You gotta keep it goin' before your time's up Before you get too tired But even with all that work you put in Life is life, it's not your friend It will mess with you and your human brain You think you got everything planned But it just doesn't work that way