Despite what I was told This is something that I must undergo Before I grow old They say that I am bold No, it's buried deep in the fold And my eyes have grown cold Am I hollow And is this choice that I've made growing harder to swallow Walking in contingency (All alone) With what may happen eventually (All unknown) Nothing about this is certain Is this all just an aversion Can't explain, how cold is the pain Like a shiver that comes from the rain I can't explain, is it all in vain Like the wind, I must maintain Although a river runs Water won't be found Under a dying sun No light now It happened in the dead of night The chill came and left me not quite right Whistling in spite, it whispered in my ear I am what you fear I am not done here I am all you hear I am nothing Where's this solace I am fear Fear is nothing With rain falling and a thorn in my side This is the night that I almost died As the long night winds The sun rises to darken my mind Although a river runs Water won't be found Under a dying sun No light now Although a river runs Water won't be found Under a dying sun No light now I am overcome with fear Am I done here