I thought we'd got this
We started out like "Fucking A, on the same page, so communicative"
So wrong, so fake
Be with me, be with me, I'll knock you down
And give you my hand to get up
Trust in me trust in me, I'll care for you
Now take care of my shit
We got our share of doom, of motherfuckin wounds
Of falling back and go away
We got addicted soon, but felt like dead
It wasn't fun at all yeah
I've got a motherfucking pain
From these fucking chains cutting my stomach
But I got no saviors, so I'll go my fucking way
It doesn't take so much to understand
When all you say becomes a bunch of empty words
You tell yourself a story made of gold
So you can wash your hands of anyone else's feels
'Course comes the moment to gaslight
Deny all, deny yourself
Deflect attention, re-patch connections
If everything you do is a reflection of your fear of solitude
We got our share of doom, our share of wounds
We got dead addicted, It wasn't fun at all yeah nah
I've got this motherfucking pain
From these chains cutting my stomach
I don't need no saviors to go my fucking way
These chains are a valley of pain
I just need to go my way
To be safe, to be sane
Sane
Blegh
Scoff, invalidate me
Scoff, invalidate my feelings
We got our share of doom
Our share of wounds
We got dead addicted
It wasn't fun at all yeah nah
You burnt a hole inside of me
Made with sun and mirror games
I don't know if I can trust again
So I'll go my fucking way