Lost
Never felt so lost
Something always isn't right
Why can't I enjoy what I used to love the most?
My future was so bright
This mess in my mind, this pain in my heart
Am I losing control?
Everything I see is an illusion
Everything I feel is real
Everything I see is an illusion
Everything I feel is real
Anxiety
Never felt so scared
Why can't my mind be sparred?
Like every fear deep down below came back to the surface
Unwanted thoughts can't be erased
Obsessions consume me
Will I ever be free?
Will it ever end?
Everything I see is an illusion
Everything I feel is real
Everything I see is an illusion
Everything I feel is real
I must get through the process
And forgive me
I won't forget the days I felt hopeless
My new reality
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Only in acceptance I shall move forward
I spend so much time trying to fix things
When in reality
I need to let things go
I guess it's hard when you feel like a stranger
Inside yourself
I allow storylines to play on a loop in my mind
When in reality they have no basis
I want life to be as I think it should be rather than as it is
I took everything for granted
Until it was gone
My illness left me looking pale and drawn
I must get through the process
And forgive me
I won't forget the days I feel hopeless My new reality
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I need to let the old structure crumble to the ground
And start anew
I cannot build anything healthy on a faulty foundation
I strongly believe
The absolute breakthrough in life lies just
Beyond the darkest days
Beyond the darkest days