Today they fed me their pills
And I no longer feel the pain
Today they fed me their pills
And now I always feel the same
♪
I used to feel sorrow, inside of my soul
That I could not heal, I could not control
I can't heal, I can't control
I came to believe that I could not depend on
Life getting better before it would end
And they they fed me their goddamn pills
And they told me I'd be okay
I was told, come whatever may
I'd stay sane if I always stayed the
Same today, tomorrow and always
Apathy, killing me
I carry on, I carry on, I carry on in
Agony
Agony
♪
Life lived in short breaths
As I wait for death
Wonder as I wake
How much more I can take
Sentenced without trial
To live in denial
Of my need for change
And now I always feel the
Same today, tomorrow and always
Apathy, killing me
I carry on but carry nothing in my heart
♪
And to think that I asked for help
What I got was dependency
To a profit collected by self-serving salesmen of fictional health
But I no longer feel the pain
But now I always feel the same
♪
Life, as the keeper of my hope
That I might well learn to cope
With the death I die each day
Now replaced by apathy
As the keeper of my fear
Binds my mind and keeps me here
I forgot the reasons why
I would ever live or die