Looking back on yesterday
It didn't go quite as expected
All the words left to say
Anxiety unprotected
I believe that you lied right though your throat
Why your clothes' were ruined by the cigarette smoke
What's it feel like
Always being hopeless
In this moment
You are what killed us
You tried to call me a liar
With every breath you take I fall
And after this rush I think I'll fall asleep
As you walk away from it all
We shouldn't have fallen
This fragile heart your break
We're dancing on broken
Glass just to throw time away
You would hide behind this mask to make your self feel safe
But I see through the window that you build for yourself
I want to show you if anything changed
I want to show you everything
I promise to fall deep your grace
I notice you, you crave my embrace
And all of the pain you see through the sorrow
This window of pain shows you to the bottom
And all of these games
You play on the long road
They're making me stay
True love isn't borrowed
She tells me to stay
She tells me I'm different now
She says my mistake
Are abusive, I give her hell
And when she gave me
Thank god I knew heaven would save me
Thank heavens I can deal with this shame
Cuz it seems you all find it easy to blame me
I been feeling it lately the pressures of being a man
She would tell them she feel me but she don't understand
The shots that she's taking all went over my head
She'll just say that she hates me
Was always a part of her plan