Five AM I hope that you can understand If I could just take your hand And show you what I'm like And it's hard Cuz even though you're standing here You would rather be with him Forget the world outside Like you're drifting away from us My mind is empty and I want to take a break My head is still on fire and I keep making mistakes I thought my heart was something that you couldn't break We keep on trying but we both know love is fake I know you want the truth so can you give it to me straight I thought your heart was something I could really take Five AM And here we are back again Hiding under everything You don't know what it's like So speed up Everything's in constant fear Running just to end up here Without a goal in sight You know I wanted to know why I feel shallow I'm so tired of living this way What do I do when this feeling is so overwhelmed with all this doubt inside my head My mind is empty and I want to take a break My head is still on fire and I keep making mistakes I thought my heart was something that you couldn't break We keep on trying but we both know love is fake I know you want the truth so can you give it to me straight I thought your heart was something I could really take You think that you could ever hate me cuz I already hate myself You'll probably never fucking hurt me cuz I've already hurt myself