I'm free for now but it's so hard Not giving into everything I tried my best and got so far living as the enemy Man, and I proud of myself on this one Experience life and testing is key Own up to who you are So I sit and wonder why you really want me to die If it hadn't been for you Where did I go wrong and I'm so sorry I wish that it could go away I got so far and here we are I didn't want to be alone without a reason to doubt you Living as the enemy So now your power can leave me be I'm taking my life and setting it free You promised me a heaven and you sent me to hell You ruined my life and then you wished me well So watch me go as I go on my way I'm washing myself of all your pain I'm free for now but it's so hard Not giving into everything I tried my best and got so far living as the enemy So I sit and wonder why you really want me to die If it hadn't been for you Where did I go wrong and I'm so sorry