I lay awake every night Dreaming of us, of my life When I die, where I'll go If I fight, to survive Paralyzed in darkness; terrified Reading every page Try to refrain from going insane I'm seeing colors again Can't tell me where I am or if I'm still asleep This manifested as it slowly started to creep Inside it's building it's energy, slowly inside of me I don't know where to begin Wake up A world of dark starts when u close your eyes Holding on to the pain to find whats wrong There's terrible skies and terrible lies Your holding on for dear life to see this through I lay awake every night Dreaming of us, of my life When I die, where I'll go If I fight, to survive Paralyzed in darkness; terrified There isn't enough time to be there alone I'll let you go so I can be there on the other side There's energy inside my head I'm forced to get you out Inside it's building it's energy, slowly inside of me I don't know where to begin