When I tried changing you in every single way You would tell us that your getting help; we were lied to everyday We would find you passed out drunk, on the streets that you call home I'm telling you you're a fucking addict, so now you're on your own I need this to cope with my problems You'd understand if you stood in my shoes I need to not feel pain So now we learn How to cope with our problems sitting in silence, no drinks involved Except I don't know where to start When I tried changing you in every single way You would tell us that your getting help; we were lied to everyday We would find you passed out drunk, on the streets that you call home I'm telling you you're a fucking addict, so now you're on your own I always felt I'm going backwards with you Seeming so pointless, lost out in the open I don't know what i thought you would do When all of us wanted to see you come come though Please understand I want want your fucking help I'll get through this this on my own I need this to cope with my problems You'd understand if you stood in my shoes I need to not feel pain I think I'm going to die here I have no need to move on Let me die