This is how it goes, this is how its been I do my best then you leave again Blacked out states, I can't remember the days I lose my wallet, I lose my faith I touch her skin, feels like leather and lace You felt like home so I'm running away Can't keep this up, can never get ahead I count the days while I'm living dead Don't say you're sorry, don't touch my hand You fucked this up time and time again The nights on the floor, screaming out your name Everyone knows that I'm not the same But you look fine, you ignore my calls I shoot that high horse I hope you fall Below his feet, know what it's like to feel Helpless, alone, asleep at the wheel And I don't wanna fight this feelin' Can't face the fact that you're leavin' I think about our first December Smoke, booze, then I feel better Tell me why you're running so far Tell me what you think you'll find Take me to your Hell, I'll follow I'll Follow Thought if I could go, you'd beg me to stay Three days pass by, you treat me the same Three years down, three years you played Your little games, wish you could feel this pain So don't come back, ohh how I wish you'd stay You turned me into what I am today Too scared to love, I stayed at her place Slipped out the back, never left a trace And I don't wanna fight this feelin' Can't face the fact that you're leavin' I think about our first December Smoke, booze, then I feel better Tell me why you're running so far Tell me what you think you'll find Take me to your Hell, I'll follow I'll Follow