The air is cold I ignored what I've been told As they tried to keep me here When I lost control in all those years The air above my feet Helps to fall into my final sleep Beneath my arms, I see the ground When did all this start, so that I drowned? So that I drowned So that I I gave it all But everything I gave was not enough And as I fall, as I fall The pain beneath begins to call Begins to call The pain beneath begins to call Begins to call Every now and then I am thinking back to when The sun was shining brighter And I tried to understand, to understand Oh, how did I Lose myself within this lie? And when will I be found As I'm coming closer to the ground? So that I drowned So that I I gave it all But everything I gave was not enough And as I fall, as I fall The pain beneath begins to call Begins to call The pain beneath begins to call Begins to call But now I think I may have taken this too far All I wanted always ended up as scars Am I better off? I think you're better off So here I am and I'm just floating in the dark I know you think I should've fought, but it's so hard You're better off I'm better off I'm better off I gave it all But everything I gave was not enough And as I fall, as I fall The pain beneath begins to call Begins to call The pain beneath begins to call Begins to call